到這一刻，我還未能為我第一份功課下筆。因為我都不知如何面對那件事，我總覺得自己在這事上已經無能為力。
但我實在心有不甘。
在茫然之際，我惟有從奧修禪牌尋求答案。抽了一張牌，竟然是一張大卦牌

牌的解說如下：
"When we are faced with a very difficult situation we have a choice: we can either be resentful, and try to find somebody or something to blame for the hardships, or we can face the challenge and grow. The flower shows us the way, as its passion for life leads it out of the darkness and into the light. There is no point fighting against the challenges of life, or trying to avoid or deny them. They are there, and if the seed is to become the flower we must go through them. Be courageous enough to grow into the flower you are meant to be."